Friday, May 06, 2005

Cause of death: Congestive Cardinal Failure consistant with obesity. In short, blocked blood vessel causing heart failure.



You came to me in my dreams again.

No, you did not come. You just appeared mysteriously in the midst of the chaos that was my dream.

You came back.

Everyone was so happy that you came back. They fussed all over you and crowded all around you as you entered through the door. You were wearing something sleeveless and I could clearly see the birthmark on your arm.

You've gotten so thin.

As they clustered around you, you stared at me, not speaking a word. It was as if you wanted me to go over to you too. But I couldn't. There were too many people around you.

It was as if you've just been on a holiday for a long, long time a long, long way away.

Is it really you?

What was that in your eyes? Why do they look so lifeless?

Where are you now?

Please tell me where.. Everyday I wonder where've you gone.

A sudden attack of reminisce every couple of days left me yearning to see you. I cry my heart out at night by the reservoir but you're still not back.

Have you finally come back?